sioraine

a round of applause for baby me who thought heartbreak from a boy was the world at its worst (although sometimes it is, for the lucky and unlucky) foolishly full of angst but beautifully full of hope a silly sad and happy kind of fool they didn't tell you yet: about the shame you would feel knowing you willingly gave others the power to wrestle your hope and your light from you in a way you can barely carry a flicker they haven't shown you: the embarrassment of rejection every day, every job, every person, every dream in this world: hard work means something only sometimes, but who do you know? whose ass are you kissing? you don't know yet: doing the right thing, isn't always the right move, doing the wrong thing, could be the only move you don't know much yet, but young, foolish sad and happy girl, is not bad for a start so cheers, to the muses i always thought beautiful, even if they shouldn't have been, even if they were ugly, even if they were