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just how proud are you?

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all these things
with shaky hands i tell you:
i once was so far in,
but now i'm in further.
i'm in deeper and i'm drowning,
i have air but i can not breathe in.

there was this boy who built me
up to love myself, but then
broke me down and set me on fire.

my insides are churning and deeper
i'm yearning.
there's this thing i call love who's
always accompanied by my hate.

don't call me your best friend just
to keep me around and lead me on.
you like her, go on.

don't tell me you love me because
you're scared of letting go.
it hurts more when i know it's
just
a
lie.

don't tell me i'm beautiful
when it's one of your many phrases.

i won't compare because we
are different people, yet you
supposedly love both just as much
and you want both just as much
and you say the same things
to just the both of us.

stopstopstopyou'rehurtingme.

don't ever come near me
because you've had your 4 chances
and now you're gone.


are you proud?
are you proud?
aren't you so proud of yourself?

you've completely emptied me,

so give yourself a pat on the back.

and go love her some more.
just how proud are you on a scale of 1 to my heart?

i know this isn't my best, but i have to write it out. fuck.

-
i promise i'll get to your messages and collabs as soon as i'm feeling well.

also,
go see
:iconnighttimebeautiful:
she's amazing.
© 2009 - 2024 sioraine
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Lizzyloves-to-draw13
He's a sexually transmitted disease with cancer.

You deserve better, which you will get. I promise.